I'm moving.

I never realized like fully how much stress comes with moving and living alone. I feel like I am overwhelmed and panicked all the time!

First I moved the dogs over here, along with an air mattress to sleep on with them here. Now I have been bringing over some things little by little. But tonight when I went over there there was a funny feeling about the apartment. Maybe it is just because I have been in love with the house basically and haven't been over there in a few days.... but yeah, it is crazy...


Moving seriously is stressing me out. I feel like I need to drink or sleep all the time.

I may be going crazy..

So lately I have been having all these ideas and thoughts and wonderings about what it would be like to have a baby... I'm gonna be 23 this year. I had always thought that by this age I would be done with school, planning a wedding, talking about children...

It's just funny how fast your life can change. So many what ifs unanswered ... But you can't live in a world of what if. You just have to live. You have to let go of the past and move on.