Mad.

I am so angry. I am so angry. I am so angry. I am so angry I am seeing red. Can't explain to you why because honestly I don't know. I woke up this morning fine, said my goodbyes to Sarah and watched The Walking Dead.

Once I finally got out of bed I took care of the puppies, dropped stuff off to the Goodwill here in town, picked up Chipotle, came home started working on my friend's Christmas present, finished up my family's gifts... Now I am just angry. Like really angry. Part of me thinks this is because I am alone on Christmas and New Years. Its just me and the dogs. You know I love them but this is not how it is suppose to be. I shouldn't be alone. I should be home with my family. I should be in Reno.

I know many of you are reading this and thinking whatever it is you are thinking and to be honest I don't care anymore. I have found out who my true friends are, the ones who are always there and don't just turn to me when they only "need" something from me. So I don't need to sugar coat my life anymore. I will post what I want. I will be open with my words. I am changing my actions and my words for the better. I am making myself better and walking away from the drama. If you still want to be friends with me in 2013 than I am open to it. I want you to be my friend, but if you are only in my life because you need a good story then start deleting yourself off my page and out of my life because I am done with it, all of it.

I am over the drama. I am over the rumors.

I would rather be alone and happy then surrounded by the fake people and rumors making me feel awful about myself.

I am better than this. I am better.