Hello again..

I haven't been on this in a while and honestly I don't know who is following anymore. But oh my goodness has a lot of things gone down.

Nate and I are separating. Can't really say much more than that on here because frankly this situation doesn't need to be over Facebook. I don't need people's advice about what to do or how to handle the situation, unless I ask.

I am stationed in Dayton. I work as a Surgical Tech in the Operation Room and I get to help with surgery.. thats cool, right? Of course it is until you get stuck with a needle and have to get blood drawn.  But then a plus side is seeing a new life being born.. eh. It is a good job...

Bella and Peanut are getting big. Adjusting to the new schedule very well besides the fact that I feel like they don't get enough water but I always give them a little extra when I get home from work.

I seriously hate how much of a scatter brain I am when I blog. like I have this idea I want to write about but I don't want to go the wrong way with it. My life is so upside down right now. I have no idea what I want, NONE. I have no idea of what I want out of life... But what I do know is I want to be happy. No matter where I end up.

Honestly think that is it for now.. I am going to find my voice again.