Just an apology.

I have hurt people in the past, never intentionally but I have. It caused me to lose one of my closest friends, that I was considered to be my bestie even after stupid things happened and choices I made. I know that I should of talked to you more, let you give me advice when I needed it the most and I failed at it. 

I want you to know that I care about you deeply, I want only the best for you. I truly wish you happiness no matter where life takes you. I want us to be friends again and not just through FaceBook. I want to have a conversation with you. I don't want you to be mad at me, I want to be able to move this past and be friends again. Yes I realize we can't go back and be besties but I want you in my life. 

I truly do miss talking to you. Especially when I have so much to share with you.